my feel to you is just like shallow water.

my love to you is fading away.

i will not forgot the memories with you.

sorry my bad, i'm a boy that lack of confident,courage and bravery.

even a little of simple thing i also can't make it.

i'm such a futile person right?

i hope i could turn back the time.

to change everything and my life will be more colourful and wonderful.

i hope every night able to shallow sleep on bed and thinking of you.

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next week is my final examination on college, i seem like no anxious and no yet complete revise

how?

why?

haiz..

Confusing

Hmm...last few days ago there's a weird feeling that happened on me
I was started to keep watching at her since she always laugh, laugh laugh~ joke by me..
but when i found someone that can replace her in my heart and suddenly in a coincidence that i saw her at somewhere else..is that call FATE?..actually i dun believe it..
but it really happened in 3 days forward..

Oh GOD PLease Don't Fool With Me~

Weeeeeeeeeeee ;D

This week is week 13th...final exam will be start at week 15th but i haven ready yet for my final exam ;) take it easy~

2 more days to go Co-cu days~
and so suddenly this week all of my team members wan to change leader and all voted me to lead this team..actually it's big pressure since last week because of b4 i'm voted as leader, i'm music mix dj so i mix the song damn many times..and finally all decide to choose 1 songs and dun wan to mix..so i fine..it's ok for me to waste so much time on this.
But suddenly i need to become leader and i need to create upper body dance chereography for my team..haizz..this few days really make me dizzy and sleepy~
but~~~~~
hehe i can know all of lenglui team members and slowly slowly close with them..siok la actually HAHAA..unfortunely that i cant makan lunch with my classmate for this few days and next week ;(..need waited for second sem~
....SO~ i have to off and continue to create my chereograpy and take care everybody~ H1n1 is really getting worse in MALAYSIA!! YEAHH MALAYSIA BOLEH~ ;)
ciao and stay tuned !

BOOM BOOM POW

MUSIC -
recently i'm addicted into r&b songs..which i like the most r&b song is =]

PIT BULL - KRAZY ( I ALMOST CRAZY!! )
- BLANCHO ( KINDA RELAX AFTER I LISTENED THIS SONG )
- GO GIRLS ( SEXY SOUND WITH SEXY POSE..WUAHAH )

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YESTERDAY -
reach college at 12pm+ and den cari desmond at computer lab for take my mix music cd...and he did very well mixing song ..although the song kinda kek sui when creating cheoreography at gym..all my group members also said that the song absolutely JENG n SYOK! well u guys should thanks to dj lunatik..not to me..hehe, but some ppl complain that behind part of song it's too fast=,=..lol i accept that cause it's my fault that didn't told any instruction - the speed of sound, arrangement of song and slow song is needed for recovery part while team members cycling on cycle machine..
class ended at 7.30pm and going to have a dinner and SISHAAA with friends.. - me,sky,vincent,desmond,xiaoxuan,nicole and josephine ;)
The girls sitting on the table and keep watching at us and wondering while we sisha-ing ;D ..haha long time didnt sishaa..but the apple mint flavour x cukup strong..i keep tarik kuat kuat pun takde taste 1..got oni mint feel =_=
after refill the bakar arang ( lol i dunno bakar arang english ) heavy rain coming liao den we back home..it's supposed got 2nd round 1..but stupid sky lupa again..n he fetch me back till lrt and den balik home with alonee..charmm T_T

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TODAY -
did a worse and blur last presentation on morning class today...LOL
after finish class went to sg wang sing k with classmate...den all of us go by ther with 3 cars..me,vicky,ying and shy huey tumpang sky punya kereta..when on da way to sg wang..U NOE WHAT WE SAW ON THE ROAD????????????
THIS IS FIRST EVER TIME TO SEE IN REAL!!!!

LAMBORGHINI with WHITE COLORS!!!!

YENG SIALLL..behind the 2 girls ( ying and vicky ) keep barking~..opss sry it's screaming..haha
wowww we cant c the drivers cause the car appear beside of us in 1 sec den 2.5sec lost edi..dunno fly to where liao lol..if i drove a lamborghini car...hoho can lanc liao and damn so cool man when driving with wearing a black spec!!hahahahaha ( dreaming again )
arrive there, bought a chocolate strawberry cake from sceret recipe..the name of cake sound great but..not that delicious lo..when all of us singing at green box due waiting nikwin ambik cake and a bunch of rose to come in..when nikwin come in..all of us sang happy bday to bernice..and bernice had cry T_T..because too touching liao..haha and i saw vicky cried oso..not she bday oso cried..cha dou arr..
after sing k session all of us separate and walk with own group..i follow vincent to find his sg wang's friend..waa all of his friend also very long hair..no wonder vincent so sakit hati when cut his old long hair ;)..after dat shopping wit him but i didn't bought anythin coz i dun dare to buy it..i got prob LOL..n vincent bought few things..after dat desmond is reach and find us at sg wang
desmond and vincent cari tiga ahmoi and i back with myself..today is totally
DULAN
DESPAIR
FUN
MEET NEW FRIENDS
UNFORGETTABLE DAY
AND
TIRED LA OFCOURSE~

2moro i nid to re-do the songs again.and i need helpss from deesmond againn..hahaa anyway really thanks.eventhough i had said alot time infront of u ..but still need to thankkss..hehe ;)

There is no much time left ;( final exam is nearer and left 3 weeks+..oh shit i didn't do any revise yet and just briefly revise every subject..haizz
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Really thanks to Desmond a.k.a DJ Lunatik..although y'day morning he ffk me cause he promise me that going to show and help me how to mix the songs on morning class and me n desmond planning to skip the lecture class..but until i back home at around 6pm+ he onli sms me n said he forgot to bring out the phone while he is at outside with friends..lol really cha dou.
BUT!
he help me! and we chat through msn..hehe n later nid find him at college.
he's really such a kind and helpful person eventhough he's a smoker ;)..smoke is good for health ( vincent and desmond cakap punya )
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hoho~~!!
2moro after my last presentation on study skills class
all classmate is planning to go sing k and watch movie 2gather and dat day is our most sexy, mature and attractive LENGLUI!! BIRHTDAYY!!
going to celebrate her bday on 2moro..hehe i early wish at here sin
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE ;D
AND SWEET 19TH!!
hehe 2moro would be fun day again with classmate..hoho stay tuned!

i remain in silent and look depression..
DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M EMO..
sumtime i dun 1 to talk because i noe myself is
*TALK MORE n WRONG MORE*
so i better keep my mouth silence and no need to hurt any of my friends

so tiring and annoying..since she keep talking non stop at class..beh tahan the noisy inside the tute class
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anyway today we were celebrated to Rachel..happy b'day yah! and sweet 19th ;)
my classmate is planning to celebrate her birthday in tute class~
so thomas and angel went to sceret recipe bought a ice cream cake ;)
the taste of cake not bad oso n i had ate 2 piece of cake..hahaha deliciousss~

I Will Leave Behind This Pain.

What I want?
What I truly want?
I want to hold your hand.
I want to be by your side always.
I want to shield you from all things painful.
I want you to keep me safe and warm in your strong embrace.
I want to be the reason you wake up every morning with a smile.
I want to be your gateway to happiness, and your guard from all sorts of woe.
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What I need?
What I truly need?
I need you to hold me when I cry.
I need you to say you love me too.
I need you to be happy, to smile that smile of yours.
I need you to be patient with me, I’ll make mistakes.
I need the strength to protect you, the one I care for.
I need you to stay exactly the way you are, never change.
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What I pray for?
Do you truly wan to know?
I will tell you.

I pray for more time.

Because ours together was much too short.
It flew by swiftly.

It was so difficult-more so then you’ll ever know- to see you laying in the hospital bed beside mine. But now it’s even harder seeing it empty.

Extensive Care.

It was a miracle the impact of the crash didn’t kill us both instantly.
Some may call it luck, but hearing the rhythmic beeping of the machine connected to my broken body, I would call it misfortune.
No, pure unadulterated misery.

I’m repulsed with myself.
Your dead. Gone forever.

It’s my doing though.
I am to blame. I am at fault here, not you.
Never you.
I knew you couldn’t drive.
You smelled bitterly of too much alcohol.

It was my idea to go to the Party.
It was me who didn’t try hard enough to convince you that you were unable to drive.
It was me.
It was all me, and I apologize.
From the bottom of my now dangerously frail heart.
I am sorry.
I am so, so sorry.
I failed you. And I am sorry.
I doubt you’ll ever realize just how sorry I truly am.

It was me, I killed you.

You knew I would die. It was undeniable.
I had a rare blood type. A fact we both shared.
A distant gene, that neither of our parent’s possessed.
I’m not sure if that’s something to be celebrated or not.
It’s the reason you’re dead after all. Because of me. Me.

You saved me.
You demanded they give me your blood.
Your life.

You’re a fool.
A remarkable, amazing hero of a fool.
I never asked to be saved.
Not at this cost.
I’d rather die. But no, you did for me.

I will never forgive myself.
I wish that once I was out of this hospital, I could kill myself.
Suicide, My Sweet Escape.
Then we could stay together for eternity.

But I don’t think it’d be right to do that now.
It’d be like killing you twice over.
Like I was betraying you.

I won’t do that.
I refuse.

I will live on, in your memory.
I will make you proud.
I will live on in your name.

May you live on through me.
Always......

Always and Forever.

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.

3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 1.50a.m.
Name: Myk
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Shoe Size: 9
Height: 173-175 cm

Where do you live : My father's house
Favourite drinks: Pepsi
Favourite breakfast : Egg+mayonnaise n a warm water

Have you ever been on a plane? : no
Swam in the ocean: yea
Fallen asleep at school: cant sleep at skul ;(

Broken someone's heart: err? maybe
Fell off your chair: Primary school tht time
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no..dota-ing wit friends

What is your room like:normal..a bed, a cupboard and a table
What's right beside you: water bottle
What is the last thing you ate : potato chips

Ever had chicken pox: yes..standard 6
Broken nose: no
Do you believe in love at first sight: err sumtime..

Like picnics: Yes
Who was,were the last person you danced with: air
Last made you smile: kenny been said by me n kokkit at psr mlm ;D
You last yelled at: Home

Today did you~
Talk to someone you like: nop..;(
Kissed anyone: kiss my pillow ;D
Get sick: err last month ago
Talk to an ex: nvr been in love relationship ;)
Miss someone: absolutely YES!
Eat:no eat no life ;D

Best feeling in the world: conquer all the world! =))
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no animals in my house
What's under your bed: Dust..
Who do you really hate: hate those selfish guy..include me
What time is it now? : 2a.m.


Things I was doing 10 years ago: Game microgenius.xD.game tape..

5 things on my to-do list today:
1.blogging
2.facebook
3.msn Chat wit friend
4.dota and cs
5.musiC

5 snacks I enjoy:
1.Bika keropok..;D
2.Potato chips!
3.Keropok ikan..;D
4.Cheezle..;)
5.Crunchie..=)

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1.Donate
2.Shopping!!!
3.Build a own house
4.belanja all my old mates
5.buy many sports CAR!

5 of my bad habits:
1.Lazy
2.Stupid
3.arrogant
4.after finish food wit fren..i owez play the extra food
5.kacau ahmoi

5 places I have lived in:
1.Parent house
2.Popo house
3.Relative's house
4. Hotel
5.friend house

5 people I'm tagging to:
1.All human read my blog
2.Dota Friends
3.Real Life Friends
4.Facebook friends
5. Msn friends

Gazette - Filth in the beauty


damn jrock songs was awesome! although it is old song but still rock and nice *head banging*
non stop to listening this song!..hehe
For those dun like to listen rock song, pls dun give a try
becaaaauuseee it's annoying to u ;)